kat!es jôurnâL

all_d0lled_upp @ 2006-09-06T01:11:00

2006-09-06T05:24:08Z

so school starts in about 8 hours.
im really excited & i imagine thats
why i cannot sleep.

this summer 2006 has been sucha peice
of shit.. but if you think about it
o5' was so good that ya really could
not top it. i just cant beilve its
over gonezo. and im going to be a
junior in high school how freaky is
that shit!! i remeber frosh year like
it was just yesterday.

so brittany harris & Samantha Beaurbou
are pretty much my best friends in the
whole intire small area of NEPA, haha

..so CheryL went off to college, shes
real happy down there and is like
never commin back im so happy for
her but at the same tyme im jelious
and sad i didnt get to go threw that
change with her. i miss her like
crazy i dont think she relises
how much she means to me as a
friend. i love her and would do
anything for her. & we always
had so much fucking funnnnnnn!!

so my horse jake got sold.
im still really emo depressive
about it. if i think about it
i just fall apart but i havent
had the tyme for him, my dad
doesnt have the money and its
just better that he went. uhh

im really hungry & i dont kno
why its like 1am wtf?! lol.

im dating matt matylewicz♥
he goes to tunkanuck as i say (:
(hes brittanys step brother_ he really
is proboly the nicest and sweetest
boys who has ever liked me. i really
hope it works out because i like him
alot and finnaly he made me forget
about payton. and no one has been
succsessful doing that yet. except
him<33

well idk.
im sick of being awake i wanna
go to bed so school comes faster

i start empire tomarrow (:

good nite♥
katherine kane morgan.

<33(heart)you.matthew

all_d0lled_upp @ 2006-07-21T11:58:00

2006-07-21T17:27:23Z

yesterday:
i got up at 6:20ish
got ready
went to my dads office to pick up files
my dads silver saab wouldnt start
had mr. chermack get us a car to drive
went to court in montrose
then payton and all his siblings picked me up
went to payton's house
then met my dad in tunnhanock at 7:30pm
longg funn dayy <33

paytons house = closeist thing to disney land (:

but..
idk shit with payton has been weird lately
like 6 months we've liked each other.
ohk so we had a brake when i broke up
with him for coty (MiSTAKE 0N MY PART!)
but still every time we see each other
we act together and cuddly/kissy stuff
like that. i dont kno what to think of
it i gess either it just needs time or
hes dragging me along im reall not too
sure :( anyways idk its been really hard
on me cuz i care about him alot.

'-. && i miss my mom a ton.
.-' i wish i could go see her
'-. but um the court suckkks
.-' and they wont alow me to.
'-. WHY DID SHE LEAVE?!
.-' why cant it just be like
'-. last summer and her live here.

*i have not gone on ONE vacation this
year i need to cuz like idk i NEED to
get away after getting in trouble and
shit i needa lil excape for a few days!

tonight im goin to the horse sale
with my dad ..ahh i love goin too
them. and its sumthing me and my
dad can do to "bondish" lol

so. um. ive been drinkin when
ive been depressive at nite.
baddd i kno; ive been making
it a habit. cuz idk i dont
wanna sit here and think anymore
and being shitface makes it go awaY<3

i miss samantha beaurboue! my best friend
she come home tomarrow HOPEFULLY<33 love her!

♥
katiee

get it rigghttt; &
let yaa sholder leann ; )

all_d0lled_upp @ 2006-07-18T15:42:00

2006-07-18T19:54:07Z

ummhrrgg....
so its almost been a month since my stupid car insident.
ive changed alot. not tottaly but i have.
my dad is sucha bitch tho and he has sucha leash. ew

so i had WAYYY too much to drink last nite.
yes, i was drinking alone.
and thanks payton, stephen, britney, & elliot
for dealing with my drunkness phone calls.
but anywho. my dad was listening in on my
on phone call when he got home and now hes
being all gay about leaving me alone and
privledges agian. this is SOOOO FUCKING
STUPID. im so sick of this. why cant everything
just go my way every other tyme it does.

its my life. why the fuck do u care so much?

anyways im sapose to got to payton's house on
thursday hopefully im still allowed after my
faggot father has his little hissy fits about
MY life. and my mom you tell her one day out
of anger that u wanna move to california with
her then for the next mother fucking month she
will not leave me alone about it. so i get mad
at her. it pisses me off sooo sooo soooo muchh!

ALL I WANT IS CONTROL OVER MY OWN LiFE.

everyone today at the barn was asking me why
i dotn have my lisence cuz im 16 & all and there
like ohhh. i thought u had it. well no my immature
lashing out for attenchin-ness oviously go that
taken away from. me FUCK THIS SHIT. seriously.

all i wanna do is cry.
i fucking hate being this way.

im so happy all the tyme because i hold so much fucking in.
and no one likes a pity party emo person.

so many people wanna be there for me when i need them
everyone always says "your sucha nice person if u ever
need someone im always here" well if i took people up
on that they would be so mother fucking sick of me and
with all that goes on with my life no one can say they
have seen it all happen for understand all of my circustance.

ok, this is gay. but thank u journal for being there for me? lmao.

samantha beaurboue. i miss u ; come home from camp NOW! lol
i need a vacation this summer. if Cape Cod doesnt work out ima slap a bitch.

this is lame and long and shit.
i want to excape so badlyyyyyy!

<333 :( katheerrrinee kanneee morgaannn

all_d0lled_upp @ 2006-07-17T14:45:00

2006-07-17T19:00:57Z

so steve kinda inspired me to start writing in this thing again.
my summer has been for the better.
it didnt end up how i wanted.
i learned who my real friends were,
and i made very auesome new one.

on June 23rd 2006:
like usual my dad was going to see his girlfriend Barbie in mansfeild and i always was sapose to stay at cheryls, well i rarely ever did. but besides that fact i decied because i was bored i wanted to pick up nicole & bre and go to walmart and on the way there in my fathers suburban this lady slamed on the brakes in front of me and i hit her. i drove away from the scene and so did the lady. after that i precided to have a party at my house (like i did everytyme my dad left for the nite)

the next morning my dad came in the house with a beer bottle in his hand he just said to me "i found this in the driveway, your screwed" and he also knew i did not spend the nite at cheryls. well after him ranting and raving about that he decied to get his mind off of things by cleaning his car out. soooo. he did so he went to shake out his mats and turned around to the hole front of the suburban smashed. and thats when shit hit the mother fuckin fan.
yes. my father called the cops on me.
probation
fines
suspension of liscence
groundedness
cell phone taken away

this insident deffintitly alttered my life.
im GLAD i got fuckin cought.
ya kno why? becuase i was starting
to become someone i did not want to
be, haning out with the wrong people.
and i was that kid that parents told
there children to N0T hang out with
i was smoking almost a pack a day.
drinkin like a fish.
doin drugs like mad.
and sleeping with way to many of the wrong ppl.

i can only take a step at a tyme but
i feel im changing in so many ways

right now im at my dads office
sapose to be working. but i felt
i needed to get this out.

this is sad.
but i M i S S school!!
i cannot wait for the fall
to go to Empire Beauty school half day (:

Jesse Hallock died in a car accsident.
6-3-o6 i went to the veiwing :( RIP<33

ohhh. and last but not least the most
juicy news of all....

payton baltzley<33
i dated him back in early febuary.
and ever since we have liked each
other. were kinda "together" but not
offical. i am like in loveeeeee <33 (:

this was longggg
well peace homes.

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-09-19T21:41:00

2005-09-20T01:43:32Z

its been a long long time since i have used LJ..
lately i have been slightly addicted to MySpace,
but as most things it is starting to get a tad bit boring.

Summer: it was pretty sweet, i did not have as much
"getting in trouble fun " as last year nor did i really
see anyone from school; but i did change ALOT.

Mr. Jon Lindsey : yes yes my love :] we started
dating July 15th! we already have been thru like
alot together already and im extreamly happy to
be witth him<33 & im takin him to homecomming!

Barn'ness: I moved my horse out of baliey hollow
it was just getting to crazzy over there. now im at
Cindy Weavers (Maple Ridge Farm) where i rode
when i was little, but we have to drive like 45 mins.
there, which is tha ONLY bad part but i <33 it :]

yesterday was tha Dalton Horse Show!!
it was pretty sweet jon came at like 7am
and helped me ALL dayy till like 6:30pm
and i got 2nd out of 24 horses!! yeaa bitch :]

\\ Jake my horsey is offically for sale.
// sophmore year is'nt too shabby ! !
\\ I hav'nt hung w/ Jaime + Cole in 4ever
// My biological dad has been calling me
alot which is real cool, and w/o my father
knowing i think were gonna go to dinnner
one of these nights ! hes real cool but me
daddy i live with HATES him. shit happends.
\\ jon got a car !!YAY. November 6th =lisence<3
cant WAIT to have my love get his lisence!!

sorry for thee boring long entry <33 lotsa love babie!
-- like thee layout?

katieeº

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-08-01T23:08:00

2005-08-02T03:16:44Z

i dumped jon tonight, i really dont get myself, lol.

well now im SINGLE <33 wooo-hooo =)

blahh, i kinda like tha black hair, whatcha think?

........woahh, i have changed lots since school ! lol

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-07-31T00:32:00

2005-07-31T05:17:14Z

Woahhh... long tyme no update =)

+ Swimming
+ New Puppy
+ New Hair
+ Cape Cod
+ Dalton Carnival
+ Me + Jon
+ Barn

meeeeee

Barn Pool !

woahhh coley!

jon + gayle splashing

pshhhh.... hott-ness ' lmao.

woo-hoo head first w/ Nicole behind mee

jon doing his cool flip thingy!

awwwhz <33

Gayle choking jon !

Chris w/ mine + kirstyn's Bunnies =)

Nicole // Me // Kirstyn // Tessa @ tha Carnival

CRAZYYYYY picture... Kirstyn carrying Colin..

goood morning Nicole =)

Beach @ Cape Cod :]

Sunset on tha beach

my h0t Tan line from Cape Cod! =)

My Henna Tattoo<33 :]

Laying out on tha Beach =)

Jakey :] .. hes a yankee fan!

Jakey (my Horses) hurt leg

Mee // Lucy // Sam -- all dancing at tha barn ! woo-hoo sexxxxayyy

all tha kids eating Bertie Bots Every Flavor Beans @ tha Horse Show!

Harley my new puppy <33

hes sucha lil cutie <33

awwh lil Harley is attacking me while im on tha phone ... lol

awwh jon + I have problums =)

awwh i look like shit =)

hehe im sucha pain in tha ass !!

i <33 Nicole !!

Nicole getting ready for Operation "Dye Katies Hair Black"

=\ Old Hair New Hair =O

ahh its JET black <33 + new hair cut !

stole this off nicky =O

2005-06-30T21:21:22Z

Leave an anonymous comment.
.. a secret, what you think about me, a random thought, something you wanted to tell me but couldnt.. anything at all.

pictures!

2005-06-27T21:52:21Z

Lots of Pictures!!

+ Riding / Barn
++ Swimming
+++ My Puppy
++++ Park w/ Tj (forever ago)
+++++ Day w/ my Cousin

riding...

nicole , me , jaime

nicole & her pony LaLa

jamie on Annie (tha pony shes training)

Me + Jakey

coley + LaLa

Jaime + Annie

jake + I approching a jumpp

hmmm jakeish & I agian...

woahhh is this a auesome picture or what ? =D

around thaa barn ..

jaime on tha Quad ..

sam being terribly sexxxy !

Me and Sam's hippy/stoner/love Bear =)

my dry erase bored on jakey's stall ! it twas quite filled

Jaime + I having a serious talk... lol

Ace & his Caste. hehe im tha only one alowed to sign it =D
CUZ HE LOVES ME =( blahhh..

jaime just hanging out

Swimming...

Jaime + Me + Nicole

nicole + jaime + I =) __ wow im deff. really fat. haha

SPLASH!!

woahhhhh .. coley!

jaime diving

ahhh, Me w/ Nicole on my back mid-air =O

im sucha loserr.. i was holdin my nose!

jaime's CANON BALL .. ahhhh!

Nicole is sucha cutie <33 =)

Nicole & I demanding food from my mother .. haha

Father's Day !..

hmm.. my dad doing tha 3 things he does best ..
1) talk on his cell phone
2) drive me places
3) be fat :]

Me in tha car going to brunch w/ dadda

a nice quiet Sunday...

me + gladey (my puppy)

Gladey puppy :] awhh<3

TJ cought a snake on our walk to tha park ! =O

the snake about to attack TJ in the face. hmm too bad it did'nt ! hehe

TJ laying on my bed playing with my phoneeeee ! blahh.

Day w/ my Cousin !!...

Me and Ruby who is on tha phone w/ her mothaaa!

look at that cousin of mine, Ruby the wilderness woman eating :]

my uncle Jim chillin.

we went bathing suit shopping and i got tha WAY wrong surfer shorts size =) haha

me being sexi while eating @ my grandmothers house :]

hmmm... pictures of just me (playing w/ tha new camera)

on my phone w/ gaylee =)

randommmm

this pic got all fucked upp, but its coool. lol

mee all sleepy layin down :]

side glance ;]

hmmmm... Thats ALL f0lks =D

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-06-17T20:26:00

2005-06-18T00:28:10Z

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and very affectionate.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's the True You?

that is so me =D

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-06-16T01:38:00

2005-06-16T05:39:53Z

tonight i really learned that . . . . .
you never really get over your first love =)
__ ehh, tj dumped me but im not very surprised,
him & morgan are ment for each other, and well
he could'nt trust me & blah blah blah ---- but im
glad that hes back focusing on her __ sad part is
i miss lenny hargrave... =O i kno lame right <33

New AIM sn:: kisSed the StaRz

reply yur name and ill fill answers =)

2005-06-14T03:24:22Z

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

nothing comes as easy as y0u ;]

2005-06-11T18:30:42Z

its summer who tha heLL is g0nna update w/ this wonderfull
weather? N0T I. ill update when its raining or when im bored
or sumthing like that.

well, Jaime's birthday was yeasterday and we went to
Kyoto which was fun. alotta drama has been goin on
@ tha barn ; im looking for a new horse. I'm
horse showing tomarrow =) wish me good luckk!!

i love teejayy gumble, but i also miss him b/c hes in Jersey
surfing it uPp right now as i sit here in my Central Air
Conditioned Home =D .. hmmm well tha other night me,
,tj , + len went too tha mall then tj came over after
(as always) it was quite hilarious and a good tyme! =)

hmm... other then that i have Final's for a hour Tuesday +
Friday .. =\ THEN ITS SWEET SUMMER<33 (officially) =D

__ later dudes<33

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-06-05T03:29:00

2005-06-05T07:40:18Z

Crazy Saturdayy ...
*Rode
*Mom's house too shower & shizzz.
*Battle !
*hangin out w/ lenny - tj - & jazzy =D
*home.
*0ut w/ tj ` blahhh sooo much fun!!!

++ tonight i lost my glasses i JUST got =(
+++ lenny saved my ASS. - thanks bud -
++++ Me + Teeg got away w/ alotta silly stuff !

i absolutly posotively fucking LOVE timothy graham gumble<333 =)

p.s. watch tha shoes, Nigger ima fuck youu uPp! ;] lmao

sam in kayteas journal!<3

2005-06-04T03:13:10Z

well, right now darling kaytea is laying on top of me. sexy i know. we ad a awesome da at the park and tonight with lenny and teejay was way tooo awesome! hmmmmm i never knew family fuck night would be so much funn. .. okeeyy now its kayteee :] __ well then i really adore tj, and sam's my bitch and its too bad gayle sucks and could'nt join us cuz she proboly had to go to amish country w/ thaa family. last night tj met my momma she aproves, which is very intresting, BLAHHHHH tomarrow is teejayy's party & todayy was his sweet 16 =) !!! hmm.. im blabbing on about my love soo yesshhh.. im gonna go =) IM SOOO HAPPY!!!

Me & Sam aree 0uttt cuz shes tierd and im fuckin gonna pass out from my * SORE'NESS* wow sam is tha only one other then someone ;] wow...

good tyme tonight <33 blahh ____ COCK IT & PULL IT !

blahh, i have a Sped'ache =(

2005-06-02T01:00:22Z

yeahhh.. soo alot has gone on in tha last couple dayyss..

1) Finals SUCKK and they are going to be hell.
2) 6 more days of school ; wooo-hoo almost a sophmore!
3) chad hates me, dont blame him = TJ <33
4) belly button ring ripped out, hurts like shit.
5) new owners at tha barn _ good or bad? we will have too see.
6) tomarrow my momma meets tj :] = nervious'ness
7) Its JUNE !! can you belive how flippin fast this like this winter went. summa tyme baybee :]

well, i had a mint chocolate ship Lollipop todayy @ school it was really uber good !! __ i decided too be ubsessed with ashlee simpson again, becuase shes just soo kewl _ she has a new hair cut it look flippin georgous :] // i need a haircut.. maybe sumthing new? ANY sugestions?! Happy Sweet 16 gumble FRIDAY! i wanna see him :] i needa get him a lil present or sumthin! __ Trail gets outta school for good tomarrow thayy can suck my cock =O tha one i tottaly dont have, wow im really tierd i have been doing school work since 8:00 this morning till about now. i need a brake im rambling too much well. cant wait to get a digital camera again.. so my entrys are ACTULLY meaningfull :]

bye bye douche baggggg<33 * i wuv tj <3

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-05-29T10:09:00

2005-05-29T14:20:08Z

well, last night i really wish i hung out w/ teejayy cuz i was soo in tha 'mood' too ;] lol, i went too rachel's for a few hours, of course Adum was there, we played on the computer, watched South Park, played on the rocks near the broken bridge, locked adum in tha car, had a lotta humping goin on, lol then me and rachel decided to stick a tampon up my nose, it was a sented one, and it was kinda gross and spelled bad, we took alotaa pictures also.. well i need too go tha barn soon & ride. my dadda's making brakefast it smells real effin gooood!!, im saposto go to chad's tonight =D im excited cuz hes on thaa way back from NY, he called me like all weekend thats a shocker huh? I LOST 16 POUNDS ! h0tt shitt. i kno :] well, this weekend is funnn ! kick ass =)

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Katie Morgan
Birthday:	April 16th
Birthplace:	cMc, Scranton
Current Location:	Clarks Summit
Eye Color:	b0ring bR0wn
Hair Color:	.. Br0wn
Height:	5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed:	rightyy
Your Heritage:	irish && italian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my Berkenstock's
Your Weakness:	boys & chocolate
Your Fears:	lossing someone im close too, bats, & moving
Your Perfect Pizza:	Vince's x'Tra cheeze & mushrooom =)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	not get in ANY trouble.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol or blahh.
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i wonder if tj's online..
Your Best Physical Feature:	my ass or hair =)
Your Bedtime:	around 11'ishh
Your Most Missed Memory:	7th grade & summer 2002 !
Pepsi or Coke:	i dont like either, butt Pepsi.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds , i hate booger-king.
Single or Group Dates:	single deff. but it depends on tha date.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea, Lipton is soo lemony
Chocolate or Vanilla:	CHOCOLATE!!!!!<33
Cappuccino or Coffee:	i L0VE both
Do you Smoke:	i used to, now just occasionally when i can get cigs.
Do you Swear:	all tha tyme
Do you Sing:	everytime i sit my ass in the car , o & in tha shower.
Do you Shower Daily:	yes yes, sometime 2ce a dayy
Have you Been in Love:	i thought i was, about 3 tymes.
Do you want to go to College:	theres no option for me NOT too.
Do you want to get Married:	yes, but knowing me ill be devorced like 7 tymes.
Do you belive in yourself:	not one single bit
Do you get Motion Sickness:	on long long car rides
Do you think you are Attractive:	when im all dressed upp, sometimes.
Are you a Health Freak:	i wishh, that would mean i would be skinner
Do you get along with your Parents:	my dad, Yes. _ My mom, hell No.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	lovee<33
Do you play an Instrument:	haha, no im a sped
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes, and got cought @ kalynn's house =\
In the past month have you Smoked:	.. uhhhh , yeahhh
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	never have, proboly wil tho. lol
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yuppppers
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes Friday night :] i got new Jeans!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nopeee, im trying to loose weight
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	i never have, ew.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nopee.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no, THAT WAS LAST MONTH!! but i have dumped someone.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	lol, nopee too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yess sir eee
Ever been Drunk:	suree havee
Ever been called a Tease:	ALL THE TYME!!
Ever been Beaten up:	nope, close too it tho
Ever Shoplifted:	yupp, lmao Megan & Gayle.
How do you want to Die:	not involving pain.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Dental Hygenist
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italyy =)
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green Or bLuee
Favourite Hair Color:	br0wn
Short or Long Hair:	SHORT!
Height:	taller then me at least 5'7 or taller.
Weight:	average .. hopefully not fat
Best Clothing Style:	skaterishh, preppyish _ i likee good dressers.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	0
Number of CDs I own:	too manyy.
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	0
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-05-28T14:15:00

2005-05-28T18:27:17Z

i stole these pictures b/c im getting
a new camera this week cuz i lost myne =(

emily bell & I :]

rachel & scary mee _ i <33 this pic!

awhh, my charles <3 lmao

emo Amanda :] lovee this lil bi chickk!

awhh, sometymes im soo sexxxiii, tehehhe<3

teeejayyy :] <33
i stole this from nicki peoples :] thankk yaa!

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-05-28T00:35:00

2005-05-28T04:38:07Z

tj gumble is amazing <33

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-05-18T23:58:00

2005-05-19T04:00:19Z

wHen u aLready sTart reaDing tHis dO'nT sTop or eLse sUmtin baD wiL haPpen... My name is teddy..i am 7 yrs. Old with blonde hair and scary Eyes.I Have no nose or ears?.i am dead.if you do not post this in the next 5 minutes, I will appear tonight by your bed with a knife And kill you. this is no joke something good will happen to you 2nite at 9:22.this is not a joke some1 will call u or will talk to you online and say I love you.do not break it..

LOTSA * PICTURES!!

2005-04-26T02:47:24Z

Friday = Schoool.
Friday Night & Saturday w/ Kayy & Kirstyn
Sunday = Packing / Moving
Monday Night Painting w/ kayy.

Heres a Pic left over from the party .. Rachel, Adum, Nyky, Half of Dana, and Sam's side
this was at the enddd.

Meee __ on my birthdayy at my mother's housee =] !

Me in my sexy new pink chair, i fuckin live in it :]

Rachel ; Her Camera ; & My feet.

Crane smelling Lotion i found in Rachel's Purse.

im sooo ultra sexxii in Drama Class.

whoaaa, Rachel close-up <33 haha

Shane Ward = is lovee<33 haha (my new motha' effin neighbor!)

o0o0o Shane your ass is sooo large ;] haha

TIM IS BACK <333 __ close upp babiee!

dont u wanna grab Tim and lick that long tounge?? i deff. DO! yeahh theres Jack too. lol

Chad & Gayle :] awhhh<3

Ashley & I _ in tha bathrooom ;] * shes sucha cutie<3

Ralph being gay in thaa haLL !! ;]

SAM B <33 muhhh mothaaa fuckin` bittchhh :]

Michelle's backk, and Sam 0'Neill being ultraaa sexxii ;]

Ashwin in Science watching a Space Movie. ANYONE WANNA BE a ASH-WIN-AuNT??
lmfao , i <33 period 9 freshman science w/ Mr. k !!

wooot- wooot _ im soo sexxi w/ my whoree Kalynn<333

Kirstyn & Kayyyy :] silly dykes.

awhhh, Chris Stout has a masive Boner =)

My dresser i painted myself :]

My head-bored I alsoo painted myself __ =) !

ahhhh, pictures of new house commin soon darling ;]

wont update for AWHILE cuz of thaa move =\ ...

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-04-23T23:38:00

2005-04-24T03:39:27Z

Fill out ; anonymously & give me a hint who u are!!

1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im pretty, beautiful, or hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
26. Would you hold my hair back at a party as im throwing up due to intoxication?
27. Would u marry me?
28. 69 me?
29. Do me in a public place?
30. Bring me home and do me in your bed?
31. Take advantage of me if I was drunk?
32. Take advantage of me if i wasn't drunk?
33. Strip for me?
34. Give me a lap dance?
35. Grab my ass?

random monday..

2005-04-19T03:33:12Z

so moving, yeahh tonight me and my daddy wen to Target and i got hott ass ORANGE towel's for my new bathroom, my dad told me too start packing also, which makes me like uber excited :] _ i also got this round comfy chair which i parked my ass in about and hour ago and hav'nt left it i have the keybored on my lap, and this is my new computer chair. sooo, wow im so fuckin excited to get all new stuff just to live in a house for a year.
im gettin along with my momma better, i mean we still have our moments but what teenage daugter does'nt not fight with her mother.
i am on the computer WAYYY too much @ my dads.
my horse is going like a fucking million bucks. were gonna kick sooo much fuckin ass thins summer, u wait 'n' see!
i gained 3 pounds =[
my grades are uppp !! and like all my teachers said they see inpovement and shit so that makes my parents happy which means i have more freedom :]
my daddy is getting a new car ..... a lime-green vokswaggen beetle this summer !!! =D . and hes gonna save it till i get my permit at this tyme next year and it will be my first car, how fuckin sweet is that shit !
nyky wrote all over my arms in Math todayy, and its itchy and wont comee offf !! =[

stuff is better, but not as greatest.

__ emily is such a fuckin kewl ass chick<33 i lovee herrr!
____ I luv uu Elly Hargrave :] yur soo much help <33
______ Jaime & Nicole make me smile ; love tha barn chicks :]

myy birthdayy weekend...

2005-04-17T05:52:51Z

___ Friday.
Went too school, it was a uber longg dayy.. no one even made me a sign for my locker =[ o well.. then my dad picked me up @ school went and got food for my partayy ;] thank you nicole, jaime, kalynn, rachel, adum, dana, nyky, sam b, sam m, & megan, for comming !! it was an alright birthday party :]

___Saturday.
MY BIRTHDAY!!!
Woke up, went to my mom's too open a few presents then she took me over the barn where i rode my Horse & my pony :] .. they were both good, then me & jaime went to summit saddlery w/ my dad and he let me pick out whatever i wanted and i picked Dansco Clogs :] then me & jaime went to the mall for about an hour or so, i got a Jean jaket nd 2 wife`beaters ;] .. then off to Kyoto - where we had dinner - Jaime, My dad, nd I __ so after that, my dad took us too jaimes and she wanted to go down and hang out with like a BUNCH of people ,, but i was'nt in the mood so i stayed watched TVand played on the computer, then i went got her nd walked her back to the house. then all of a sudden i seriously had a like mental brake-down i could'nt stop crying . i left walked to my moms house, but linda came nd got me b4 i was got there but she took me home to my dads. so my dad got home after and hour of sitting here balling my eyes out, so we sat on the couch 2gether as i cried for then it turned 11:57 the tyme i was born. i said happy birthday to myself. kissed my dad goodnight. here i am writing this stupid entry that no one will read ; cuz its sooooooo extreamly retarted & long.

__ i think i missss him, nd i really would love to get
__ over him but i cant. i just lost something that felt
__ soo good. and now everythings perfect, except
__ my broken heart ... will sum1 please mend it =`(
______ i hear hes moved on to sumone else?

I was soo upset on my birthdayy .. =\
___ were these tears from youu??

all_d0lled_upp @ 2005-04-13T20:44:00

2005-04-14T00:53:08Z

right now, theres 3 days till my birthday. its deff. ruined i just dont feel like putting on a smile anymore, i dont have the OMG OMG OMG birthday spirt this year.

with lenny like, i should have took things more seriously, bc it was such a great relashinship. i kno all i have been doing lately is complaining about the brake-up but hes the first person i have ever really cared about enough to put b4 me. i kno i tottaly screwed up and im not mature enough to just let go all at once. its just he was my excape from always being home with my dad on Friday nights and having nothing to do, he made me smile when i felt like nothing could go right, when my parents were fighting and i felt i had no one he was always there to talk, he just saved me from myself all the tyme, i mean i would sit in science at the end of school and all i could think about was hearing his voice over the phone or seeing his adorible dimpled smile.

like, i really dont wanna leave this house. its where i grew up - its everything i kno. it sucks that we have too leave, and yes i do love my new house, but as nice as it is its still never gonna replace this big grungy house. i cant phisically stay hear, and i think thats what kills me the most.

usually im fine if I have tyme to let things go b4 action is taken. and lately no one or nothing is giveing me the space/ or tyme.

i cant stand my mom, yet my dad kills me.

ill be fine, shit has been worse. im just a lil lost right now :[

AND IM OUTTA FUCKING CIG'S !!! URRRG.

Your Love Style is Manic

For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster

And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride

Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time

And while it's exciting and exhilarating...

It's also stressful and scary!

omg this thing is soooo TRUE!!